I am going to be honest. I know that presents are not what Christmas is all about but I plan ahead and take the time to figure out what my family wants for any holiday that involves presents. I can't remember a time when I got a present I really wanted. I have had a very hard time the last 4 years my daddy died in 2012 my mom died when I was just 6. So I am a orphan. I had an afib attack and ended up in the hospital for 8 days. I found out that I have Marfans syndrome it's a connective tissue disorder that effects your whole body. I have lost several close family members to it, one of those was my mother. So I feel like I am sitting on death row. I had to have life saving heart surgery in Feb of 2015. I was just getting better from the surgery and I walked out to go into the back pasture to check a trap and I was climbing thru the barb wire like I have a thousand times before. I don't know what happened but I fractured my pelvis. That was back in the spring. It still isn't healed completely yet. I am hoping that by creating this list that my family and friends will know what I want. :)